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fucking christ I’m sO CLOSE I CAN TASTE IT

I CAN TASTE THE VICTORY

(and I am trying very hard not to think about having to move all this shit into an apartment when we get to portland)

(I am not succeeding)

I miss being able to draw

I miss enjoying art

Anonymous said: Multiples of 5

IIiiiiIiI’m just going to do the interesting sounding ones, unless this really properly distracts me. IDK.

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Anonymous said: 21, 46, 59

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

The fact that the adderall wore off a few hours ago and I haven’t eaten a damn thing (outside of ice cream and cereal). I’d also like to see like … all of my partners, but I only got to see Jordan for like 2 seconds.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

Haha I forget these are totally directed at like … high schoolers. Not that it matters.

I passed the shit outta some notes through elementary/middle/high school, and I continue to do so in college. Because I really don’t care.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

A more appropriate question may be ‘who hasn’t seen me cry’ ?

Anonymous said: 17, 28

17. When was the last time you cried?

Ummm … yesterday? Probably? I almost cried at dinner last night but I didn’t. I don’t know. I cry a lot.

Also these ask memes always ask me when I cried last. |:

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

I used to get them a lot more, but I still get a fair number of them. I think my immune system has gotten much better since middle/high school though. Which you know, is to be expected.

Some real creepy shit, get your fix.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?

8. How often do you listen to music?

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?

13. What about ‘R’?

14. Can you drive a stick shift?

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?

16. Are you going out of town soon?

17. When was the last time you cried?

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?

24. What are you sitting on right now?

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?

28. Do you get a lot of colds?

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?

30. Does anyone hate you?

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?

32. Do you like watching scary movies?

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

35. Did you have a dream last night?

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

44. What’s the best part about school?

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?

48. Were you single over the last summer?

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

52. Are you nice to everyone?

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?

56. Do you think you like someone?

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?

60. Do you hate anyone?

61. How’s your heart?

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

65. Are your toenails painted pink?

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

70. How do you look right now?

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?

72. Can you commit to one person?

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

74. Have you ever felt replaced?

75. Did you wake up cranky?

76. Are you a jealous person?

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

81. Last person you cried in front of?

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?

85. Are you over your past?

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

97. Who do you have texts from?

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

Gau bc I’ve been playing FFVI (the gba version//on an emulator)

Gau bc I’ve been playing FFVI (the gba version//on an emulator)

n4ut:

holy shit adderall

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me & ben re: adderall

fozzybear217:

n4ut:

everytime I innervate twice into something I lose the match

it’s a curse

(or maybe it’s just because it’s a silly thing to do)

The problem you are having is that low mana cost gives you more value.

So consider coin innervating into a yeti.

You’ve used 2 cards and the likelyhood is it’s gonna kill 2 3/2s or something, but it’s still a 2 for 2 at that point. If you double innervate into something you’ve used 3 cards to get that one minion out. You can end up behind on cards if you end up getting that same 2:1 with the minion.

The trouble with double innervating something big out like an Ancient of War or whatever is that if they have Shadow Word: Death you have immediately just lost 2 cards and are thus behind by a long ass way. Even if not a priest there is always the risk of the Black Knight or BGH on bigger minions. 

Personally i either use innervate to get Cairne/Yeti out or use it late game when i need 2 more mana to do something and perhaps use removal or whatever. It seems more consistent that way. 

Hope this helps explain your frustration friend.

Yeah, I very rarely use both innervates at once (assuming I have two in hand) because it tends to just - like you said - dump your hand, and with doing little more than getting something big on the field or - in a better situation - for removal of some nasty threats. And if you do use it to play a big threat, it can be pretty easily dealt with in a variety of decks (Shadow Word: Pain, Hex, Polymorph, Execute, Kill Command, etc). So I agree completely.

Usually when I do it, I’m just being silly. So if I plan on actually winning a match, then I try and save them. I’m not even sure that I still have two innervates in my druid deck now tbh. At one point I had too many mana ramp cards and too few cards to actually use that mana for. I still think my deck is a little low on minions … I should make some adjustments. I just don’t regularly play druid. /shrugs

Thanks though, what you said does put it in good perspective.

holy shit adderall

meepingkankri replied to your post: bravemeowmeow replied to your post: on…

Maybe youre agender or genderfluid ?

laughs bc my blog title is ‘bi but not binary’

I’ve ID’d as genderfluid/non-binary for a few years now. So yes.

bravemeowmeow replied to your post: one of those days where I just stand (…

What’s wrong :o????

I can’t settle on how I want to present myself, gender-wise … like, I felt super fucking boyish earlier, but then I wanted to do makeup, and now I’m in this awkward place where I don’t feel comfortable in my skin anywhere on that scale? I’m not sure exactly how to describe it.
It blows, basically.

one of those days where I just stand (naked) in front of my closet and cry

ravynfuckingfrost:

n4ut:

Consider donating to Julianna’s fund to feed the students of Ferguson.

#Feedthestudents and #FeedFerguson is going to help feed families. Many school-age kids rely on school meals, and school has been closed since Monday. Kids are going hungry!

Every dollar helps.

Is there info on why the goal keeps changing?

I think keeping it more open ended probably encourages people to continue donating (rather than seeing a goal that’s been met and deciding it wasn’t worth their time/money). They’ve gotten a lot of coverage in the past two days (Christian Science Monitor, Buzzfeed, etc) that has greatly increased the traffic to the Fundly page. 
In fact, Julianna has now handed it over to the St. Louis Foodbank to take care of while she goes back to teaching. Right now they’re at almost 50k, which is more than twice the original goal. 

ravynfuckingfrost:

n4ut:

Consider donating to Julianna’s fund to feed the students of Ferguson.

#Feedthestudents and #FeedFerguson is going to help feed families. Many school-age kids rely on school meals, and school has been closed since Monday. Kids are going hungry!

Every dollar helps.

Is there info on why the goal keeps changing?

I think keeping it more open ended probably encourages people to continue donating (rather than seeing a goal that’s been met and deciding it wasn’t worth their time/money). They’ve gotten a lot of coverage in the past two days (Christian Science Monitor, Buzzfeed, etc) that has greatly increased the traffic to the Fundly page. 

In fact, Julianna has now handed it over to the St. Louis Foodbank to take care of while she goes back to teaching. Right now they’re at almost 50k, which is more than twice the original goal. 

I s2g both FFVI and Hearthstone know I’m supposed to be doing something else bc I keep losing matches/getting shit opening hands and my emulator for FFVI isn’t saving right I am going to sCREAM